New blog?


So I recently made a new blog.

Here’s the link:

https://imperfectdreamssite.wordpress.com/

I really miss the old URL without the “site” thingy in it

Come join meeeh

I know you want to *smirks*

Okay maybe not really

I mean I’m pretty much a disgrace to the blogging community lol

But anyways

At least mind checking it out?

I’m warning you though, it’s pretty empty

Because I have no idea what to post

You could suggest ideas though, that’ll be awesome ^^

I’m sorry


I’m quitting this blog.

You might have seen this coming. My hiatus was so long and I find posting about Fantage (well, generally, everything in this blog) so pressuring that I gave up altogether.

I feel like this blog is just a bag of empty promises. I said over and over again that I’ll be making this, doing that, and yet, I didn’t.

I’m still playing Fantage, but I’m not interested enough to post regularly about updates, which is another reason why I’m quitting.

You guys are literally the best, you helped and supported me through the… 1 year? that we spent together. I never really expected that I would get this far, to the point where some amazing people even followed me while I was on a hiatus ❤

I might consider blogging again, though I’m not really sure I’d be up for that responsibility. I’ll try making a new blog, because I really want to start fresh. I’ll post the link later if I created a new one.

Before this gets really sappy, bye again, and thanks for the experience 🙂

I’m…. Checking Up on You (Not Coming Back Yet!)


Okay, so lol, it’s been SO long since I’ve last posted and so much has changed…. WordPress post formats, blogs I follow (and still do), well, basically everything O-O

Um, so just a quick update on my life. School’s been really tough lately (darn chemistry!!) and I kind of lost touch in blogging. Okay, I REALLY lost touch in my blog, and I know this probably wouldn’t seem sincere to you, but I AM SO SORRY.

I’m actually considered quitting over my hiatus, since there was just too many stuff I have to do, and I got lazy and I’m not excited about posting regularly as I do back then. I can’t bring myself to quit completely though, so here I am, stuck in this I-don’t-know-whether-to-quit-or-not phase.

I also started to lose interest in Fantage. I got addicted to YouTube, and I started to play this game called Undertale. Anyone know it? I promise you this is not an advertisement…. wait I lied…. just kidding J

I still don’t know if I should continue blogging or not, but you know, just checking up on you guys :>

P.S I really sound awkward after a long time of not blogging, so I’ll end now .-.

🎃 Happy (belated) Halloween! 🎃


witch-chibi-fantageneko

I’m so sorry for being such a hypocrite and posting when I just said that I’m going on a hiatus, but I really miss the feeling of having a lot of time to post, and I still got time, so here I am.

I just made a witch chibi for Halloween. I think I’m going to settle on this style for the art requests, although knowing me I’ll probably get discontented and switch over to another style again. The whole artwork is completely cell-shaded, which I like a lot more than a mix of cell-shading and airbrushing (airbrushing totally makes my chibis look like clay haha). The only parts I airbrushed are the cheeks. I also highlighted a lot, which did a good job of covering up my mistakes >.<

I’m still on a hiatus, but that doesn’t mean I can’t blog, right? I’ll try to post when I have spare time (it doesn’t have to be about Fantage). That way, I won’t feel like I’m pressuring myself into posting daily.

See ya!

Going on a hiatus


Ok so where do I start?

Firstly I’m very sorry for going on nearly 3 weeks without posting. Life has just been very stressful lately, and I just couldn’t keep up. I’m super sorry for not responding to your comments, but I promise, PROMISE I will! (although I’m sorry if I’m going to respond later than you’ve thought) I know I have broken a lot of promises, but this time I’m going to try to be a responsible blogger for once. I don’t want all my hard work to go to waste just because I started getting lazy.

I’m so grateful to all of you who keep visiting, commenting and looking at my posts even while I’m gone. You guys are the best, I don’t know how I can say this sincerely in just a blog but I’m trying my best.

I will be going on a short hiatus for now because like I said, I just can’t keep up. The only posts I’ll be posting are the art requests. Yes, I haven’t forgotten them, but the reason I’m not giving them to you yet is because I really want to improve my suck-y art, and I really want to give my best.

(I completely missed the Halloween event on Fantage, and I’m so sorry! Belated happy Halloween to everyone!)

I want to make this post worth it so I’m just going to post some OC work (four outfits for now). Yeah, I’m still not finished with her clothing, so I guess you could call this a sneak peak of her closet.

fantageneko-oc

I didn’t put watermarks on my edits, so please don’t steal!

Oh and also, since it’s Halloween recently, I used an old pack of mine from Fantage’s past limited Halloween items for my OC. You can find the pack here.

halloween-fantageneko-oc

See you next time, and once again, thank you so much! You guys are the best!

~amethyst image

P.S. Um, I really miss posting. It feels so weird writing this, after almost 3 weeks of not blogging. :/

Stress drawing


studentchibi-fantageneko

Yep, this is what I look like every time I try to finish a school requirement. Of course, I don’t have blue-black anime hair. xD

I really like drawing blue-black hair and gray eyes so that’s what I did in this one.

I call this “stress drawing” because I drew this when I was feeling stressed. Drawing’s one of my most effective stress relievers.

I think I’m going to test this as my gravatar picture, because I’m really sick of my old one >.<

See ya!

Uh, hey.


So I just received a notice on WordPress saying happy anniversary to me and for 1 year of blogging.

And I guess I am supposed to feel happy. Happy and really satisfied that so far, blogging is going really fine for me.

But the thing is, I do not feel anything at all. In fact, I feel only sadder.

I’m going to tell you guys the truth. Lately, it feels like I’m distancing myself from blogging. I feel that blogging is getting more boring by the minute. Posting Fantage events is just too much of a struggle that there are times when I feel like giving up altogether.

I am currently wondering if I still could do this. Blogging, I mean. It wouldn’t really be so much to me if I’m not enjoying it right?

Don’t worry, I’m not ready to quit- yet. I’m just saying what I feel right now. I’ve really slipped over these past few months and looking at my blog makes me feel depressed.

I just can’t handle it. School, and this blog. I can’t post on weekdays, and I couldn’t reply to all of your nice and caring comments, I’m so sorry.

I’m still going to do the art requests but not now, this weekend is really hard, group project and all.

I’m so sorry for this super long and depressing post. Plus, my grammar’s totally off :/

Any suggestions on blogging would be appreciated. Bye, and see you next time. I hope.

~amethyst image